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how86

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Artist // Hobbyist // Digital Art
  • Feb 15
  • United States
  • Deviant for 9 years
  • They / Them
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I vent here so I can function in the real world
Hello everyone. I just wanted to take some time to get somethings off my chest. I want to start by apologizing for the low art output. I'll get it up eventually. I've been struggling to finish things like commissions. If you have commissioned me, don't worry I haven't forgotten. So, during 2018 I had my first in a series of many psychotic breaks during school. I attempted suicide soon after, as I could not bare hearing things from all around me, even though there was nothing there. I could hear people telling me basically to commit suicide. I became very paranoid about everything. Immediately I thought all my friends were a part of some kind of game and were plotting to kill me. I went to the hospital and was diagnosed with major depression with psychosis. Soon, in early 2019, the voices became more and more frequent, and I even started to see things in my peripherals. This kept going on until one day, after not sleeping for 2 days, I saw basically a shadowy figure. It spooked me, and
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I think I will stay a little while longer. I need to start uploading more regularly that’s for sure
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I will be deactivating my account soon. I’ll still be on Twitter and discord however
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Ay! Thanks for the favorite!

you art it’s verry cool ^^

HEYOOOOOOOO! Thanks for the watch! Been a huge fan for a while!

No problem! Keep at it!

Hey! Thanks for faves :)